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I love this photo! It shouts fragile, dainty, artistic, and has an essence of romance and purity. You turned a cup of tea into light! Y...

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Coley
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United States
Hello, I’m Cole.
I am 19, located in Connecticut, taken, a ftm pre-op transgender, an atheist, Libra, vegetarian, musician, and writer.
I'm currently in school taking GED classes, cleaning out my apartment to move into in November, and taking each day as they come. c:
Writing and music are my two passions. I play drums, ukulele, and some other random instruments. I plan on going to a musical arts college to later teach music part time.
What I focus on is living day by day, in the present moment.
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I've got a
Locked jaw,
A pounding chest,
A new pack of cigarettes,
And cold sweat.

My mind stumbles,
Caught in disarray.
Slow motion takes
The scene away.
Rending receptors
Control my brain.
And now,
My vision is
Flipping through
Photo frames.

I've got a
Locked jaw,
A pounding chest,
A new pack of cigarettes,
And cold sweat.

I can't recollect
Or take hold
Of my debt.
So darling,
When you
Come back,
Don't doubt
That I'll be
Following the
Same tracks.


I've got a
Locked jaw,
A pounding chest,
A new pack of cigarettes,
And cold sweat.

Cold sweat
Cold sweat
Cold sweat

You are the seven seas combined,
A mystery scientists can't define,
A stunning view,
A deadly abyss no one can see through.

I used to be able to float about your brim,
Being defenseless without noticing.
Then, you submerged in your tide;
And I can't swim to save my life.
So, I'll reside, drowning just to lose time.

You are the seven seas combined,
A mystery scientists can't define,
A stunning view,
A deadly abyss no one can see through.

I thought you could be the one to show me
That loneliness isn’t my preference,
And that love isn't something to be afraid of.
Instead, I've begun to learn that burning bridges,
And bottling up my feelings are far more worth it.

You are the seven seas combined,
A mystery scientists can't define,
A stunning view,
A deadly abyss no one can see through.

The seven seas combined,
A mystery I can't define,
The most stunning view,
A deadly abyss I'll never see through.

When the eventide becomes midnight,
Lonesome insomnia submerges me in
Each breaker that impedes the reiterated
Currents of the cobalt marines shore.
I struggle to resist the many somber
Endeavors that embed me in the
Abundant brine, tinted blue and brimming
With the sharp taste of bitter saline
That subsists on my tongue; while I am kept
Awake mourning from dusk until dawn.


While I begin to unremittingly scrutinize
The exterior of my pale skin;
That is coated within
An aged and decrepit pallet
Of barren white,
I start to notice I've become
Undivulged within a rueful mind.
Unable to recognize nor compose
A representation of my physique,
Despondence longingly foreshadows
Any omen from salvaging my sanity.

I find no sight of remorse inside
these walls that enclose me within
This residence in which I call my home.
I can no longer subsist
On feeding off of this
Lobotomizing support system
In which surrounds me.

My occasional acquaintances
And devoutly held relationships;
Which once cured my lacking bliss,
Become unfamiliar; an unreadable face,
Just another pattern of strangers
making their way.
I hold no recollection or relief,
While they leach once again.
I observe a glazed over complexion
Develop within my eyes;
More I must sacrifice.

Hey, I'm Cole. c:

Post your literature and I'll comment/critique, favorite if I like it, and if I really love it I'll check out your gallery and watch!

Please no short stories, unless they're short lol. Poems, lyrics, prose, spoken word are always welcome, though. c:

One deviant thumb per person please, if I like it, I'll check you out more. c:

Please comment on others works also, and keep conversation active, I'll definitely look at more of your work if you do! ;P


Here's my piece I'm sharing, please comment first and I'll get back to you when asap when I can. :D

HourglassI pull up my sleeves, and lay my head beneath my knees.
Another pack of cigarettes to burn out the mundane weeks.
I alight my flame and the cherry ignites, as I
Begin to notice the slight palate of fiber glass with each breath.
The faint taste of cowboy killers are seeming dilute and supine.
Yet, the eerie smoke still engulfs in my vacant mind.
I find that the comfort of the kindle quickly fades and reduces to ash.
This nicotine high is insubstantial to blocking out
My imbalanced neurotransmitters that are leaking too much serotonin.
I believe a pretentious narcissistic lives in every soul.
And I too, will stay in my labyrinth with enigmas eating at my bones.
While you sleep I lay in bed next to your frame and gently weep.
With the November leaves, I feel my anticipation and courage
for each and all ambitions, desires, and aspirations crumble beneath my feet.
Without such endurance, my longings will seep within an hourglass
That drains each grain of sand with no remorse.
And like the s



Thank you, and have a good day.

-Cole

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:iconcarl-mcintyre:
Carl-McIntyre Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014  Student General Artist
How are you :D
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:iconmelancholymourning:
melancholymourning Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I'm good, thanks! Yourself? :D
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:iconcarl-mcintyre:
Carl-McIntyre Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014  Student General Artist
Loverly!
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:iconmelancholymourning:
melancholymourning Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
That's great! Glad to hear it! :D
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Lexariusssorcalucard Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
welcome to the group.
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:iconmelancholymourning:
melancholymourning Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you very much! :D
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sharkhoang Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday!
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melancholymourning Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you!
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Camille-Strong Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday! Have your cake and eat it too
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melancholymourning Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you!
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